Wednesday, January 20, 2010 ♥

This Year I ~~wanna~~ MUST Get Stuff

Nissan Murano 2010 model

Gotten already

Car number WTK 912

SONY ERRICSON C903i

Getting soon Next month

the red wan cos its looks HOT !!

SONY VAIO

Pink

Saving money to buy =]

CANON D500

Bribe-ing my DAD to buy for me

hahaha

i need it for college =]

i guess thats all =]

you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥

Tuesday, January 19, 2010 ♥

KISS ME 1 2 3

kiss me and make the sorrowful pain go away

kiss me and tell me everything will soon be okay

kiss me and hold me tightly close to you

kiss me and whisper sweet words that are true

kiss me and and lay me on the bed

kiss me from my toes to my head

kiss me here and kiss me there

kiss me all over and anywhere

kiss me softly

and kiss me hardly

kiss me while you caress my hips

kiss me after you lick my lips

kiss me kiss me kiss me more

and if you can't do that at least for once let me through the door

you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥

Monday, January 18, 2010 ♥

Love Love Love Pictures, Images and Photos

Your eyes,

they were the first thing

I noticed about you.

They captured my soul.

In the first second you looked at

Me as a woman I was yours.

Your smile,

It lights up my life,

Brings me more peace than the rain.

I could melt in that smile.

I fall in love with you all over again

Every time I see it.

Your fingertips,

The way they linger on my skin,

So gently I can barely feel them

Sometimes.

Other times smoothing over

My body like a sheath.

Your hands,

That show me your love

In a way that words

Never could.

They bring me safety and steadiness.

Thank you for that.

Your body,

The way it holds my attention,

The way your every nuance

Makes me want you even more than

The last time I saw you.

Your feet,

How could I not love them?

They are the part of you

That allows me to show you how much

I love you.

I can spoil you to death

And there's nothing you can do about it.

I love all these things about you,

But what I love the most,

Is the You I fell in love with.

The You that makes me feel like

I can do and be anything I want to.

The You that lets me know

That I will always have someone Standing beside me, helping me

To be strong and catching me when

I can no longer steady myself.

you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥

Sunday, January 17, 2010 ♥

there are times when all of us are feeling our worst. we feel like we re alone though we are flooded by the presence of hundreds around us. we feel like we re aimless though our direction has been decided. we feel like we re incomplete though we re whole to all appearances. and we feel unappreciated though we hear so many compliments.

you see, company does not guarantee true friends. goals do not guarantee paths. completion does not guarantee peace. and flattery does not guarantee confidence.

we re all insecure inside, be it because of studies, romance, work or life. no one is completely sure of themselves. thats why we, as humans, want constant encouragement from the people we need and love. they cant tell us anything we dont already know, but it is the feeling of being embraced and accepted that all humans crave.

we want to feel like we belong.

i understand all too well how that feels.

so please, even if everyone has given up on you,
dont give up on yourself.

because i still believe in you.

you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥

Thursday, January 14, 2010 ♥

Hey Peeps

i have change my blog skin again

but this time its a simple one

cos i just wanna have my own blog skin that its nice

the header its DIY

so give comments ya

currently in bali now

using my stupid cousin cacated comp

so please stay tune ya...

thx

you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥

Sunday, January 10, 2010 ♥

Reflecting upon times that are past,
I measure my growth in leaps and bounds.

Like in nature, I've left my old shell,
Evolving, revealing my true self.

Today I bask in the rays of life,
soaking in every new element.

Thirsting for life like never before,
I 'm eager to have it all with you.

I feel complete, completely lucky,
sharing fledgeling moments by your side.

Waking up, wrapped up inside your arms,
Supported by you in every task.

Loving you is the easiest thing,
despite many challenges we've met.

I'm okay being vulnerable,
exposing the deepest part of me.

Not afraid to fall, I'd crash and burn,
Because these feelings I harbor are real.

I'd like to keep you with me always....

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When I lay down and curl up in bed,
the thought of you is in my head.
As I dream of you for that while,
I'll surely wake up with a smile.

Memorized by thoughts of you,
thumping hard my heart beats true.
Your the one that lights my flame,
my soul burns when I hear your name.

Laying here on my own,
with wild oats to be sown.
Thinking of that sweet caress,
and sharing in your tenderness.

Wondering where you are tonight,
saying prayers with all my might.
Hoping somehow that you will see,
just how much you mean to me.

you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥

Saturday, January 9, 2010 ♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BII BII

its your 19th birthday today

and i am here to tell you i love you alot

may all your dreams come true =]

you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥

Tuesday, January 5, 2010 ♥

hey peeps how are you guys recently ?

how's your 2010 year going on ?

hope everything its fine =]

hmm i kinda like bedazzle my itouch recently

cos i got bored

oh yea another one week more its our

1 MONTH ANNIVERSARY

and i am here to post this about why and what makes me faall in love with you

Dear Sean :

The first time i talk to you , i tot you were just playing around . But after a few chatting i found my self

interested in you . I dont know why but i can just say that i am starting to fall in love with you . I

find you funny and stupid , but still i told my self not to put so much into you cos i am scared to

get hurt again . As days pass by my heart its like totally after you . Thats why i love you so much

. Maybe some times i am being so childish and being bad temper , i am sorry for that ok . I hope

you do understand me . Remember the day we first chat ? We keep kacau-ing each other and

keep spamming all the way. Thats why i love you because you some times being lame . I dont

know what should i say but i know that we both love each other . Its our first month anniversary

bii . But sadly we cant spend it together but i promise that i will make it up to you together with

your birthday kay . I love you, i cherish you, i never want to lose u, i would never be able to live

without your smile and your laugh and your crazyness ! i would never be able to feel anything

but the sorrow of being without you, i'd rather be alone than be with someone else, i'd always

want you. i'm sorry for these frequent coincidences, i can't control the world. but i want you to

know no matter how much the world gets to me, i'd always be happy when u're happy with me.

i'd always be happy when you're around i'd always be happy when u're near, because i know

that u love me too. The best thing about love, is having someone love u back. i'll die when u

walk away, buts whats worse than dying? whats worse than dying is living, living to watch u

walk away. i'd never forgive myself. i know how u are feeling trust me i've been there, its not

nice, i'm sorry i don't want to make u feel this way, this would be my final plea. i really do love

you, more than i ever have and you'l never be able to find some one else that loves you as

much, not ever. it is because i love you like the sky loves the earth even though its dying it still

protects the earth, even though i'm dying i will always give u the tender care u need and the

protection to what ever that may harm u, even urself, remember? I love you that much kay

i will end this post now ...

will write more next time kay

you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥

Monday, January 4, 2010 ♥

5 more days to go and its baby's birthday

i am sad that i cant go

but bii i promise you that i will make it up to you ok

you know i love you alot bii

yesterday i just visit the doctor

i had gastric pain OUCH !

everytime i eat i will vomit

OMG i dont feel uncomfertable at all

today i kena con by my dad

he woke me up at 5.30 in the morning and suppose to go office

but he woke me up that early because he wanna get nice number for the car

in the end we got 938 for the new car

and i when over to my cousins house

suppose to sleep untill 2 plus

but ended up sleeping till 6 pm

sigh i guess i am really tired

oh ya...

bought rolex watch for bii

cost me a bomb but its his birthday present

one for me and one for bii

you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥

Saturday, January 2, 2010 ♥

I watched you from a distance,

And quietly wished that the intimacy we once had was just a dream,

These feelings deep within is slowly surfacing, and silently killing,

Every little thing about you seems so surreal,

You were a gift from above, or so I thought.

I had the chance to hold on, to fight, to love,

But, I chose otherwise.

And now, you've gone your own way,

without me, but her.

I could feel nothing, but the heart shattered into infinite pieces,

Pretense was the next best thing I could do,

I smiled when I'm sad, I laughed when I'm hurting, I danced when I'm numb,

I tried my hardest to suppress every emotion I had,

Because I know there was no second chance,

No looking back and revive what we once had,

I have to be strong, to prove you wrong,

But to no avail, I'm lost without you. I'm drowning with no air.

I'm falling even deeper than before,

And now, remorseful as I am, I'm running.

Not towards, but away.

away from you, away from everyone, away from this city.

I silently pray that this story will be a dream;

A dream that will come to an end,

A dream that needs to be erased and forgotten,

A dream will always remain as one.

It is then that I will stop running and live again.

you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥

Friday, January 1, 2010 ♥

H ours of happy times with friends and family

A bundant time for relaxation

P rosperity

P lenty of love when you need it the most

Y outhful excitement at lifes simple pleasures

N ights of restful slumber (you know - don't' worry be happy)

E verything you need

W ishing you love and light

Y ears and years of good health

E njoyment and mirth

A angels to watch over you

R embrances of a happy year!

Last wishes,

Great start for Jan,

Love for Feb,

Peace for March,

No worries for April,

Fun for May,

Joy for June to Nov,

Happiness for Dec

1 January 2010!! Welcome a brand new chapter in my life!! It’s time to say Good Bye to the previous

chapter, the ending is fine i guess =) I’m going to share all my Happy Memories with you guys on this

blog!! It’s the main reason that I create this blog. I believe that everything happen for a reason. There’s no

such thing as forget about the past, it will remain in my heart forever. It is part of my life, part of my

memories and part of me. I’ll remember everything, included happy and sad memories. It’s a process that

shape me to be a better person, isn't it?!

The past taught me to appreciate what I have, forgive, and accept every single thing that happen in my life no matter it’s good or bad. I’m getting stronger now, nothing gonna pull me down. Let’s leave everything behind, my current get to college and start a new life there. From now on, I gonna concentrate on my studies!! No playing around anymore!! No study last minute!! It’s time to be serious!! I gonna fight for my dream and my bright future!! As i mention it’s MY dream and MY future, if i fail to do so the only one that i can blame is myself!! “GAMBATEH” Good Luck!!

Thanks god for giving me such a warm family and surrounded by good friends. There's nothing better than that. I'm such a lucky person. Every time when I get in trouble, my friends and family will give me a hand for sure. I have all my needs and wants, but of course there will be some regrets. I believe that nothing is perfect; this is what we call "life". We need to go thru lots of challenge & obstacles. I have sometimes been wildly, despairingly, acutely miserable, racked with sorrow, but through it all I still know quite certainly that just to be alive is a grand thing.

you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥